Almost Gone

Hey yo! 👯

It has been centuries since I last blogged . Time really flies I have to say. From my last blogpost, I was still unemployed. After half year of working with my uncle, I was unemployed for half year. Oh well, not really unemployed. I was a part time poker player. Hhahahahhahah. At that point of time, me and one of my really closed friend, J were unemployed, so we will ajak friends to play poker for living. :D 

THat was how I met with my current boyfriend, Stanley. 

......It all happened 2 years ago........ Stanley invited me to his birthday because I was his friend's(boy) friend's(girl) friend.... So my friend called and asked me whether I can make it, but sadly I wasn't in town. But from the photos, I can see he enjoyed his birthday (without me) a lot. 😒 So, after that me and my gang went to a Shisha place opened by him, that was how we met each other. 

He was making shisha with his formal shirt.. First thought: Playboy! 

Who would make shisha with formal clothes. We shisha and talked, but at the time I thought he liked another friend of mine. Hmmmm. didn't know it was a tactic. If you want to get a girl, pay more attention to her friend everyone! DAMN STUPIDDDDDD. (well, it works) 

One day after shisha, they had house party at his friend's place, and he invited me and Chian. But we couldn't make it. So, he facebook messaged me, that was how we started chatting. Then, he asked me for movie.. and then. tadahhhhhhhhh. 

After a couple of month of drama, we got together, but sadly I got a job in AirAsia (which means I have to move to KL) Hmmmmmm. We made it work, we are already now together for 1 year and 8 months.. It started quite rough, but I believe it is getting better.💗 

So, I start my job in AirAsia on 1 Oct 2015, which means I am already here for more than 1 and a half year. I love this job a lot because I found my group of colleagues/friends that I can mix well with and the best boss ever <3 A lot of people asked me what do I do in my job... So, I do basically everything. Hhahahaa. I liaise with tourism bodies, deal with vendor to organize event, think of fun and effective marketing campaigns, I handle China, Taiwan and Hong Kong... And a loootttttttttttttttttttt more. 

Me and my high school bitches argued and separated and patched back again recently. (super-summary) 

Lastly, I miss my primary school beetches a lot 😢 When are we gonna reunite again....

I wonder why I name my blog 'sweet life of Sharmaine'

Hi everyone, 


I am stuck in the office currently obviously... Shhhh. Dont tell my boss I am blogging during office hour ok? Hahaha..  I cannot take it anymore. I HAVE TO BLOG! Do u guys believe in love? Love can be so strong that two people from two different kinda world willing to sacrifice everything just to be with each other. I need to admit this, me and my boyfriend argue a lot... like A LOT! Sometimes we do not even know why we argue.... At some point, we just give up and just tell each other why argue when we know after arguing, we will get back together,,, 

However, I reckon that if both people love each other so much, then should not kira so much right (means dont be so calculative) Since young, my dad wants me to be happy. As long as I am happy then he is happy, when I cry, he will be very worried and give me extra tender loving care. But my baby is a person who emphasize on what you do or what you did. He will not feel anything if both of us argue and then I cry. If I cry because I am stress or miss him a lot, then he will show me that he loves me and always be there for me. But if I cry because we have conflict in thinking, when i do not meet his expectation or when I was unreasonable, then he will not give a damn. SIGHHHHH. 

He loves me a lot, but is this even healthy? Why does he hold his principle and point of view so strongly? What benefits will he get? I will never understand this....Maybe my brother is right.... The way everyone was brought up is different. My dad taught the boys in the family that girls should be pampered and it is okay for girls to be unreasonable sometimes. Guys sometimes just have to suck it up for being guys... But, his dad taught him not to be stupid and used by girls. that was planted in his brain since he was young. 

I love him because he is always a gentleman, open the door for me, take care of me when I am sick, prioritize me, let me make decision on what to eat and where to go, make sure I eat well and sleep well, make sure I am safe all the time, take care of my family (even when we are arguing), make sure I stand on the right side of the road when the cars are coming from the left, make me feel safe and secure all the time, spoil me reasonably, and also give me full attention most of the time. <3 I love travelling with him because I get to experience how is it like if the world left me and him. *especially our Taipei trip*

If we go to a world where no one knows me and we have to depend on each other to survive, then we are so strong that I feel like marrying him anytime. But when there are external factors, then it is impossible for us to past life like normal couples. I hate arguing with him, its like I love him so much yet arguing over small things. This is the issue again, when I think the matter is small, he might think the opposite way, he might think that the issue is very big....... that is when the argument came out again. *never ending arguments and conflicts* 

Baby, if you are reading this. I hope that you understand some of the things. Not forcing you to understand but then hopefully can stand on my side and hear what I am thinking on this side. : -- 

I love you baby, I really do. But I am brought up in a different way and I admit my parents love me a lot (ur term: spoiled me). To me, I think it is because they love me a lot. I appreciate every tiny things you have done to me, from covering my head with ur palm when its raining to coming to KL and make sure I eat when I am broke at the end of the month. You really taught me a lot of things, like never look for short term happiness when I have my long term and stable happiness. No happiness is forever, we have bittersweet life.... Without the bitter, you will not appreciate the sweet part right? I know you have done a lot of things behind my back but never claim credits from me, but I appreciate everything, really. I hope that you can appreciate me as well, I know you expect a lot from me, but I am climbing up from zero and hope that you understand that, at least I am willing to learn and change right? Just a tiny tips: you cannot handle me the hard way(although you always handle me with hard way), I am a sucker for soft and gentle advice, especially advising me when you are hugging me or when you are cuddling with me. I know you dont owe me and handle me with this way. But it works. I have changed so much for us, hope you try another way of handling me? Sighhh*. I love you bie. 

Suddenly very emo after typing out this post.... Till then.. 

xx, 

Sharmaine

2016

Hi all,

Decided to open up a new blog since my life changed a lot since mid of 2015. Last year was a long year for me. Let's summarize my 2015..I graduated, got my first job, broke up from my 5 years relationship, found my real perfect soulmate/love/partner, lost my group of crazy friends/poker friends/party friends (fun people), build a new friendship with my colleagues, entered AirAsia as my first permanent job, realized what's important in life, grew wisdom tooth, went and extract and fainted in the dental clinic, went Busan for company trip, and many many more shits happened...

Oh well, there are ups and downs and I believe everything happened for a reason. Some things are meant to be there or not there. So, I have moved to KL for my job (Nilai I mean) haha... And I have been flying back to Penang every weekend since I can fly so cheap now... It has became a routine to me to fly back to Penang every Friday night and fly back to work on Monday morning.. But I promised myself that I will fly overseas more often start from this month. Hehe. Visit my aunty in Shanghai and also visit my friend in Taiwan? Hehee. So many places for me to go..... The best thing is my bf can fly with my with a low price.... woohoooo. Thanks AirAsia! BSE. We will be travelling a lot... I think.

Okay, enough of summarizing my life for you guys.. too much private life shared publicly.


Love,
Sharmaine